Thought I found somoene to share my life with....

So this last 3 weeks I have been speaking with a man who I connected with immediately. He is pretty amazing. We were doing great until he asked me for some money. He wanted to send it to his two daughters. It was because they had to keep up with their friends and what they had was not enough. I felt this was ridiculous. That was pride talking. That was the vain pride of the world. These were not my ideas to raise children. Yes, children need some things, but everything they desire, that just makes them spoiled. He could not see this. We could not come to a compromise. So I had to let him go. My heart is breaking. I thought I finally found the one I could share my life and eternity with, but with our life goals not equal... Well it was something I had to let go of. Now, I feel no one will every want me and what is the point? Maybe I am destine to be alone. To not have anyone in my life. Before this meeting with this man, I felt complete. I felt that the world was bright and I could be alone. Now I feel lonely again, and I just feel like I cannot make it... What a cruel joke on me. Love is not for me.. I am wishing on someone elses star....

The Graduate!

Yup, I finally graduated! I walked across the stage on April 22 2011 with my Bachelor of Science. English with a minor in Health Promotions. It was a warm day and there was excitement in the air. I was a bit nervous, but the idea that I was graduating had not hit. (it still hasn't) I walked across the stage received my diploma CASE, and sat down. It was great seeing the professors I worked with from years ago, (I use to work in the English department) and the professors whom taught me. It was a delight and a satisfaction that after 12 years of working on my Bachelors, I finally did it! Yeah me!! It has taken me a little over a month to do a new posting. Hopefully now that I am finished with school.... for a while.... I can keep up on my blog. I am grateful for this opportunity of learning. I would not trade the experiences for anything because it has brought me to the person I want to be today. I have more growing to do, and I am looking forward to the next stage in my life.