I am an energetic, attentive person who works hard and loves to work with the elderly. I also love working with animals. I have a degree in computers, medical assisting, English, and health promotions. Teaching is not just about standing in the front of the classroom with a PowerPoint, but involving the audience as well as making an impact on how they feel about something. Passion is to write.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
Thought I found somoene to share my life with....
So this last 3 weeks I have been speaking with a man who I connected with immediately. He is pretty amazing. We were doing great until he asked me for some money. He wanted to send it to his two daughters. It was because they had to keep up with their friends and what they had was not enough. I felt this was ridiculous. That was pride talking. That was the vain pride of the world. These were not my ideas to raise children. Yes, children need some things, but everything they desire, that just makes them spoiled. He could not see this. We could not come to a compromise. So I had to let him go. My heart is breaking. I thought I finally found the one I could share my life and eternity with, but with our life goals not equal... Well it was something I had to let go of. Now, I feel no one will every want me and what is the point? Maybe I am destine to be alone. To not have anyone in my life. Before this meeting with this man, I felt complete. I felt that the world was bright and I could be alone. Now I feel lonely again, and I just feel like I cannot make it... What a cruel joke on me. Love is not for me.. I am wishing on someone elses star....
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Don't give up Dianna. You WILL find love. It sounds like if you stayed with this guy that you would have been miserable. There is someone out there for you that will be your perfect fit. Keep going. I'm here if you need to talk. Love you girlie!
ReplyDeleteKristene, Oh you are so sweet!!! Thanks for your support! :)
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